Sucking less

So after that bathroom trip you now feel better. You almost always feel better after a bathroom trip. Almost being the keyword. But 90% of the time you just feel fantastic afterwards.

But now what. Usually after a great bathroom trip you feel useless and fulfilled. Now you just want to lay there and be tightly covered in covers. You just don’t have it in you to do something new. I know I don’t a lot of the time. Here’s what I do though sometimes. Sometimes being the key word. I take a step. One step.

Yesterday I dusted my Nintendo 64 and started  playing Golden eye and Supermario 64. I remember at one point I was so good at those games that I’d turn it off because it was painful to see how I memorised all of the in and outs. It was like I had a hand in creating the games. Fast forward 18 years later and I have no clue what I’m doing in Goldeneye. I suck at being James Bond and I feel bad for the guy .bond

Today I played it again and I had a little bit of more control. Bond was making an impression again. I bet if I play again tomorrow I’ll even be able to say Natalya ( inside joke)

If I continue playing everyday say for the next week I’m sure I’ll catch up and be half as good as I was 18 years ago. I am sucking less now. Every time I take a second step. I’m better. I suck less and I smile.

I do it till there is no sucking involved. Today I’ll work a little more on Goldeneye and see where it takes me.

I always tell myself, ” please suck less. It’s okay. Suck and smile, for one day the tongue will no longer be needed as you’ll have moved up to…….

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